Who am I? Many questions run in my mind when I think of this.
Am I one of the above? It means I am nothing and a Muslim will never be like this.
Am I a Man? Or just a male? Am I the future husband, the Father?
Can I be the future role model? The Guide? Or the future of Mankind?
But How??!!!!!
Do I have the Iman? Faith
Do I have the yakheen? Certainty of faith
Do I have the tawakkul? Reliance on Allah
Do I have the knowledge of Allah; the knowledge and wisdom of Prophet?
Do I have the knowledge and the tarbiyyah of life?
From every aspect; Health, medical to body builder and soul developer;
From History to Geography; Manner, wisdom, comprehending and understanding of Life and the list goes on…
Always busy
He knows who he is, he knows what he wants and he always sees, searches, develops and learns to be what he wants. Awareness, Awake ness and being Alert are the keys.
He doesn’t make too many mistakes. And when he makes one, he corrects it quick. He is questioning himself not others. He is always in the journey, a journey with a goal,
A noble goal, a goal to be somebody. He is the light of the Light House to save the boats from going into destruction. To guide them to the straight path. The path of safety, the path of success.
His thinking is organized. He thinks before he talks, he always has priorities in his life. Well organized, well disciplined. He is the one who benefits himself and benefits others and everyone benefits from him.
He is always in a deep thinking. He swallows his words. He chews it before he spits it. He will never forget, he is always alert, awake, looking to the clock, calendar, and he is always running before the time runs out.
His bank account is his will and determination driven by the high goal he wants to achieve for himself and mankind.
He has the concepts of life.
This article is not for nothing. This article is for someone who is very special, somebody especially in this life, in the grave and in the hereafter
You can choose only once; you live only once, you can
only be one, you have one time, one life and one chance. Which one of them will
you choose?
If it’s your decision, 100% your decision, then don’t
blame anybody. Today you can but tomorrow is too late. You only live once. Do
you have excuses? If yes, then you are a liar, a hypocrite and you are already
defeated.
If you have the courage, say enough is enough and then
you make a U turn and you go up and you aim higher. You want and no matter how
much you fail, you will keep going and you will be only if you want to be.
WHO AM I?
Today I’m still alive, it means that I have a chance;
tomorrow I don’t. This is an extremely important note. Take it or leave it, you
like it or you don’t.
If you always try then you will be. And if you are
always defeated and you are not willing to try then don’t blame anybody except
yourself. This is what you choose, nobody chose it for you.
The fuel of your strength and the power is your own
journey of iman, faith, because Allah is the power, the owner of power and the
owner of everything.
The more you get closer, the more he changes your
weakness to your strength, your bad habits into good habits from being defeated
to being victorious. And this is only by Allah.
If I am far away from Allah, far away from the journey
of iman, then the soul is defeated by the enemy shaitan. He will weaken me, put
me in a status of despair and always make me waste my time, weak will or no
will, it is poor from every aspect. I will be a waste, wasting myself. No hope
and no future and this are because I surrender to my own sick nafs and my own
enemy shaitaan, the devil.
A momin, a believer never despairs, never gives up, is
never weak and never poor because he has Allah the powerful, the rich and the owner
of everything. He will supply him and he will give him.
Please I’m going to repeat this twice, extremely
important. From my experience I found out that the majority who are a failure are
defeated, they have many faces. What does it mean?
They are not honest, they are liars and hypocrites. In
front of certain people they act in a certain way, with another people they act
in different way. No constitution, no discipline. It means no belief. They
enslave themselves to everyone except Allah. Allah disgraces them. In this
journey you have to be one, your road is one, your journey and the direction is
one, your goal is one, your face is one.
Can I put my tail between my legs and go like a coward
inside and tell myself I can’t make it. The answer is yes. Yes you can If you
are the son of shaitaan, a disbeliever of Allah. The owner of defeat, the owner
of momin is Allah, the creator, the owner of victory, ability and power.
Question:
What is the ultimate defeat?
To desire to be garbage, ready to be wasted in the
garbage can. This is the defeat. And this will never happen to the believer.
Never never never, can a believer give up? The answer is NO WAY.
Allah promised, the one despaired from the mercy of
Allah is the ultimate looser, the defeated and the disbeliever, the one who
rejects the existence and quality of Allah.
How can I be a believer? And I know Allah exists and
I’m not reaching, not seeking the support and help of Allah.
After all these talks, what should it do to me?
A young girl named Anjuman said “All the talks have
moved me, created a spark in me and I’m ready to surrender to Allah”. And I ask
her a question, why you use the word spark? She says I was deeply moved by the
talk, it was an instant feeling that lighted me up”.
Somebody said, I don’t feel defeated, because I have a
chance to change. What it means?
It means I didn’t make a commitment why didn’t you
make a commitment? I do not want to be a talker.
Which one comes first a commitment or accomplishment?
How you can accomplish something when you are not committed. This is the work
of shaitan like what the young girl said, she knew in her journey when she
heard that her answer was “I feel that if you think of future, which you
haven’t seen you will be stuck there. Again lack of imaan, you have no trust in
Allah.
What is my goal? To scratch your head, your heart to
put a big spoon in your heart, stir and look what’s inside, look in the mirror…
Hear your own voice and come to a conclusion,
questioning yourself until you find the answer. The answer can lead you to be
what you want to be. And all these talks will not help you until you remember
Allah a lot.
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DA'EE AHMED MOAIT
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